Depression

I am now starting to get depressed. I baked 4 batches of chocolate chip cookies yesterday and just before baking and of course after I had preheated the oven I discovered a plastic toy in my oven. I had to shut everything off and clean up the huge mess before I could bake. Then my boys went outside to play to hopefully give me some time to bake and next thing I know they are coming back in whining because snow got down their shirts in a snowball fight. It took me over 3 hours to bake cookies that should have taken an hour and a half.

Now I am looking at four shopping days left until Christmas and I still haven't been able to go shopping for one gift. It is so depressing. I really pray that my mom comes down tomorrow and I get to go do all the Christmas shopping. If not I don't know what I am going to do. I will have to start and finish all my shopping in one day. That is tough.

I'm just getting so depressed with the whole holiday season right now. I don't even want to deal with Christmas right now. I just wish it were over and I could move on to the new year.