Some days suck and some rock....

Lately I've been in a slump. I just can't seem to get motivated to do everything I need to do. It all seems so tedious lately. I know that for me this is just the winter blahs. I get like this every year. It really sucks. Yet on other days when I am busting my butt and getting everything done I feel great. I feel great right now because all my homework is done and turned in already for the week. It isn't due until Sunday and I had it done last night. That makes me feel really good. Unfortunatley my house is going to hell in a hand basket. I'm freezing constantly which makes me want to curl up with a warm blanket....not run around the house vacuuming. I feel lazy and useless. I need to get some motivation and get this house in shape and start feeling good about myself again. I know as soon as the weather breaks a bit and it gets a little warmer I will go nuts getting everything back in order. That is common for me this time of the year. I know what is happening but it still doesn't make me happy. I want to be warm and working again. The colder it is the less I seem to get done. I think my homework is done because I can sit wrapped in a blanket and do that....which is exactly how it got done. LOL I'm just too cold all of the time lately. I can't seem to get warm even in a hot shower or bath. The one time I did feel warm I got a ton of stuff done around here.

Oh well. Enough wallowing in self pity. I need to get up and go play with my youngest for awhile before everyone gets home and my time is all tied up again. I know that the boys prefer me spending some time with them each night so I have to work at making sure I do that for them.