Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Life.....

Well, life is tedious at this point. I have not had a relaxing day in a week. Everyday has been something else. I have rarely had a break. I am exhausted right now. Oh well, such is life with three children and a disabled husband. My hubby has had a lot of numbness in the last few days. That just scares me. I always wonder what is going to happen next with him. I worry about him constantly but if I hover over him he throws a fit. He hates it when I am constantly asking him how he is feeling or checking on him because he's having numbness.

In other fronts I am feeling well and the strep throat is out of the house finally. I have been nervous it would strike for round 3 but so far so good and it's been about a month. I am happy for that at least. Now if I could get a day to myself it would be perfect! I need a day without Bill or the kids. Maybe tomorrow Bill will stay in bed and I'll get the morning to myself. I could hope anyway. Otherwise it's running the kids to school and picking them up and spending the day talking with Bill. I also have to do all my housework and such in what little free time I get. I hate it. My free time I should get to relax for a change not work my butt off. No one else in the house works as hard as I do so why shouldn't I get a break to relax at least one or two days a week? I only get three hours with Brett at school anyway so why can't I spend that relaxing some days? I want to just do my own thing and enjoy myself. I doubt I will get a day like that this week though.

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