Anger

Well again anger rears its ugly head. Why couldn't I have married a guy that has no anger? Bill is constantly in some state of anger and some days it just doesn't seem worth being here to put up with. Today he is angery over some petty thing or another....as usual. In my bipolar phase I cannot even follow his pitiful ranting. He just left with his mom for awhile....thankfully. I am to damned drained from being sick and caring for two sick children at the same time to manage or deal with him. Hopefully she will calm him....if not I'm screwed when he comes home. I am actually debating whether or not I want to make dinner tonight. I had a nice meal planned but in his current state he will destroy the possibility of enjoying it anyway.

I am trying to lose weight again. I joined SparkPeople and I am hoping that will help me along my way. I need all the encouragement I can get with that journey.

My pagan online classes are in finals week. I'm really excited to get my grades next week. I have busted my butt all semester and I think I really nailed my Gemstones class. I did great throughout the semester but the test was difficult. I'm sjure I did well enough to step up to the next class though. At least it will all be done before my birthday. Then I'll have two weeks off before starting next term. Next term I go into Kitchen Witchery and Beginning Wicca. Those should be a ton of fun!

As far as my blog page......I want to start adding all my really yummy recipes here. It would be a nice accomplishment for me. I want my recipes to be all filed and ordered for a change.

Lofty goals for this year, but hopefully I can actually manage to keep up to some of them.