Some days I just wish I could escape this place. There is so much negativity and anger here. It's no wonder that I am angry all the time. How could anyone escape the anger held in this house. There's so much that I am really hating living here and my house and family. I can't stand how Bill bitches and yells at everyone and everything. He NEVER has anything good to say. In several years together I rarely hear anything sweet come out of him anymore. When we were dating he was always complimentary and trying to be nice. Now he is just hateful to everyone. No wonder I have no friends in life just online.......they don't know him. I really wish I were just dead and NEVER had to hear the bitching and yelling again. It's tiresome and cruel to live like this. I know that I am a bitch too, but this exasperates even me. I want to scream and run out most days. In months we have not had ONE nice dinner. Every dinner turns into a huge argument or attitude. Life just isn't worth this. Nothing is.
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