Some days make me want to scream. Today the puppies and Billy and Brett just do not want to behave. They have all been bugging out since we got up. Then Roy wants to moan and groan about taking off with his friends to the library. I don't need to listen to it. He left before any of his chores were done so now I will have to fight with him to complete them when he gets home. Some days I wonder if I am invisible for anything more than the words "Give me...." I feel like no one even cares that I am here anymore. It's like I could leave and no one would even notice I was not here. Then there are the arguements. My husband still can't grasp that he is the adult and should be setting a proper example for the boys. Instead he will act like them and then say "well maybe if they see how they are acting they will decide they don't like it." That is such a childish approach to life. No matter how I try to explain it to him he says that I am agreeing with him in one sentance and chewing him out in the next. Well duh.....yes, the child's behavior is inappropriate so in that he is right. But no the way he is handling it is not right. Why does this only make sense to me? I seriously think I need a few hours at Gypsies sipping coffee and talking to the girls for awhile. I just need out of here for sure.
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