Lately I am so bored it is unbelievable. I don't want to clean around here, I don't want to read, I definately don't want to see the TV. I'm just no longer content here. My oldest son thinks we should leave because the hubby is becoming unbearable. I have started smoking again thanks to stress. I am desperately trying to lose weight. I am exhausted all the time. I'm having major anxiety attacks in the last two weeks. I just don't know what to do anymore. I want to just sit and cry, but if my boys see that they will freak out. I feel lonely, sad, hurt, embarrassed, and scared. What would I do if I left the hubby? Where would I go? How would I take care of the kids? There are just soooo many unanswered questions. I just don't know what to do. I need help really bad.
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