Well, last Thursday I told my DH that I was thinking of taking the kids and moving up north. He knows this means my mom's. He flipped. He desperately wants to work things out and stay together. I'm not so sure. The Thursday before that he used a belt on our oldest son and I told him that will NEVER happen again....I can't live with it. I cried almost all day the day he did it and the day I told him I was ready to leave. Since then he has been trying very hard to be good to the boys and me. I'm going to give it a try, but I still am not sure he won't be vicious when I'm not around so I haven't left the boys with him at all. I will say he seems to be trying to do better. I just hope it lasts. If not there isn't much hope left. He even said that once our court cases are over he is willing to go to therapy. I hope he means it. It seems I am doing a lot of "hoping" and I'm still not sure of anything. Truthfully I don't totally trust him anymore. For the sake of my boys having a secure home I will give this a try. I do believe it is unfair to pull the boys out of the only home they have ever known, but sometimes it has to happen and if I believe that is what will be best for them I will do it.
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